might not be very active

[Pia]

so i've been feeling really out for quite some time. feels like i have th flu and feverish, but i dont. and i have this INSANE headache, that calms down for a few days/weeks at a time, and then comes back. its always there, but sometimes its livable. othert times i just wanna shoot myself. lights hurt, any kind of noise hurts... my hair is pretty long and thick, and the bare weight of it hurts like hell. and its been like that since E was born, so im getting close to two years now. i've been pushing myself to get to work, but i dont know how much longer i can do it, so if its doesnt get better very soon i'll have to go to the doctors yet again.

sooo, if i dont take a few days off from work, i'll probably not be very active, and if i do, i dont know how active i'l be, as it will depend on how my head is acting.

[Tessa]

I feel your pain, Steven, Hanna & I are all sick right now too. Get better soon hon!

[Pia]

thanks love. i'll be home sick for a week or so atleast. hoping that my head will behave so that i can relax a little with my fake ponies